
To be honest, I don't even know where to start when I think about prayer week. Basically we didn't have lectures much, instead we were given a 2 hour prayer slot each day with small group where you would pray at the church for the alloted time. It ran all night and you could go to any additional prayer slots that you wanted. So it was pretty crazy! Many people pulled all nighters, I didn't stay up all night but I definately spent a lot of time praying. We had a prayer room as I mentioned before where you could meet and there was paper and felts and pencil crayons, and lots of boards put up on the walls to write on. It was an amazing week. I don't know if I have ever specifically set aside a 2 hour block to just pray before and I didn't really know what to expect. The first night we ended up praying a lot for the western world and the state of the church. I was absolutely amazed at how fast the two hours went by. It was a great experience and I couldn't wait to keep going. The second night we prayed for healing for various issues within our group. While we were praying I had this thought that we should go outside and just pray in the rain. I didn't say anything at first but then later after a girl said something about healing rain, I was like I think we have to do this. I knew that it was storming out because I could hear the thunder, but when we went outside... there was no rain. So I was like okay maybe this wasn't a good idea after all, but we stayed outside anyways and just prayed and sang worship songs. The lightening was absolutely amazing, the best I have ever seen in my life! Just as one girl was saying how epic the sky was we all looked at the exact same spot at the same time and God really put on a show for us. It was crazy cool lightening all across the sky... It was unbelievable! So we kept singing various worship songs outside and by then end there was definately rain and we were drenched! It was just a really cool night, there is something special about worshiping outside in creation. The power of the storm just reminded how powerful and mighty God really is!
The rest of the week was really good as well, but much harder. The last three days ended up being much more personal and I feel like I learned a lot about myself and God. I know that I want to know God so much more and move to that deeper level, but I was unsure of how to do that. So that is pretty much what I have been praying about this last while. I have had to do some really hard things, including giving some stuff away that I really fought against. I have definately learned that God will answer your prayers. If you ask God to push you to go deeper, He will do that and it won't necessarily be easy. In fact, it can be one of the hardest things you will ever have to do. I am definately starting to feel better though... I am glad that God is stretching me and moving me out of my comfort zone. Another good thing that has come out of this is that I feel like I hearing God more clearly now which is awesome! Right now I am doing our evangelism week and this is continuing, but I won't go into that very much until the week is over.
Outreach update: So it looks like Madagasscar is off the table as far as outreach in concerned. It is just too expensive to get there. We already had to pay $2500 for flights and it would be at least an additional $800 per person. So we will probably just stay in Mozambique and South Africa. I am not really that disappointed because I know that we will end up where God wants us and that may not be Madagasscar. Well that is all that I can really think of for now, I will try not to make the next blog so late! (Sorry mom...)
